Palm Sunday: Oresteia vs. Agnus Dei

My best prayer usually happens in the dark hours of the morning when I'm awake with someone little and trying to cuddle them back to sleep.  Perhaps this is because in my quiet role as a parent in those hours I best understand God's infinite patience with us, His fretful little children.  This morning my thoughts turned to Palm Sunday . . . and to Aeschylus' Agamemnon . . . because I'm a geek like that.

In the first play of the Oresteia, Agamemnon, a great king, returns home from the Trojan War.  He has led the Greek armies to triumph after ten years, and he eagerly anticipates his reunion with his wife Clytemnestra and his two remaining children.  [He sacrificed the first one, but that's another story.]  Upon his arrival, Clytemnestra plans a huge celebratory entrance into the city and asks him to enter his house walking on red cloths strewn upon the ground.  This final honor is usually reserved for gods, and Agamemnon (rightly) hesitates.  Cajoled by his wife, he finally accepts the honor, with a "please don't kill me" prayer to the gods, and enters his house.  Tragically, while he's been gone Clytemnestra has been living with his cousin Aegisthus [who hates Agamemnon because his dad, Atreus, made Aegisthus' dad eat his own kids, leaving Aegisthus as the only survivor, but that's yet another story].  Together the couple has planned Agamemnon's murder, and he, unsuspecting of treachery, is brutally slain in his bathtub, entangled by a net and axed in the head by his wife.  (I know, lovely thing to be contemplating at 5 am.)

The Greeks LOVED this story.  To them, it was one of the ultimate tragedies.  Homer uses it in the Odyssey to contrast Penelope's faithfulness to Odysseus with the unnatural lust, infidelity, and violence of Clytemnestra (though he claims Aegisthus struck the final blow).  However, the Greeks didn't just enjoy the story because of the irony of a man entering the city victoriously only to be slaughtered by the ones who should love him most, but because of the revenge that takes place through Orestes, the son of Clytemnestra and Agamemnon.  That act of justice provides the proper catharsis for the fear and pity aroused by the tragic start of the three act play.  In other words, the story was great because it was a story of revenge; the tragedy was great because it was unexpected, undeserved, and eventually answered in the double killings by Orestes and by the consequent rulings of justice by Athena, et al.

Scenes from the Life of Christ: Entry into Jerusalem
by Giotto (c. 1305)

Now, let's look at the entrance of Christ into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday.  At first, it's tempting to see our celebration of Palm Sunday as a sick reenactment of a terrible irony.  Like Agamemnon, Christ enters the city victoriously only to be slaughtered by the ones who should love him most, the ones to whom He was promised as Messiah.  With Christ, the tragedy is increased--He KNOWS his followers will prove unfaithful, He DESERVES the honor of a deity and the homage of the cloaks thrown before his mount, and His death WON'T be avenged by His children.  Yet, we celebrate?

Christianity is a religion that deals with reality.  No "white glove" avoidance of the grittier aspects of life for us (Ivan Ilych style); our God is the one who heals blindness with spit and mud.  Our celebration of Palm Sunday is "gritty" like this.  I think we celebrate the good of recognizing that Christ is Lord, the good of homage before our God made Man and dwelling among us.  At the same time, our joy is mixed with grief at our own betrayal.  We are Clytemnestra, the whore of Babylon that praises God and yet turns from Him over and over to satisfy our carnal desires.

The readings for Palm Sunday acknowledge our duplicity.  We praise as God one who "did not regard equality with God something to be grasped," but "emptied himself, taking the form of a slave."  Then, we read the Passion according to Mark, and we become the voice of the Crowd, those who praised Him, those who welcomed Him, only to shout "Crucify Him!" days later.

We don't celebrate our hypocrisy.  We celebrate God's mercy in response to our weakness.  We reenact Palm Sunday not because we delight in the irony of our treachery, but because we are in awe that in our worst moment of betrayal, God elevated our humanity and gave us forgiveness and the chance at eternal life with Him.  We glory "not that we loved God but that He loved us and sent His Son to be the expiation for our sins."

This is the mystery of Our God, that He can take a moment of tragic irony--a triumphant march to death at the hands of one's own people--and redeem it through love rather than revenge, through life rather than through death.

Aeschylus was a master story-teller.  But despite all his Furies and the court of Athena with Apollo bellowing Orestes' defense, his story remains essentially a human one justified on a mythical plane.  Our Story, inexplicable apart from a knowledge of God's nature, transcends history, human reason, and human justice.  Our Church is the New Jerusalem, our Mass is Calvary, and our redemption through grace is just as real today as it was for the first Christians when Christ begged, "Father, forgive them they know not what they do."  And it is for this reason that we rejoice.

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Lent . . . always a learning experience

Typically for Lent, I try to give up something (usually related to the senses--mine can use constant mortification), add something (usually a neglected spiritual practice), and do something together with my husband (either a sacrifice or addition). 

This was a pattern I began in college when my best friend and roommate, Therese, and I would be accountability partners during this time of focused growth and change.  The trick was, we would each choose our own addition, we picked our "together" one in tandem, but our mortification would be told to us by the other person on Ash Wednesday.  That was tough.  Therese had a knack for knowing when I was using music to block out stresses in my life instead of turning to prayer and silence (Give up music!) or when I was applying a bit more eye-makeup as I was becoming interested in my future spouse (Give up make-up!)  I was pretty bitter about that second one.  I had 101 objections about how it was unprofessional to be teaching high school (I looked young for my age too) without a bit of make-up, etc.  She just said, "Listen to yourself.  You sound a little attached to me."  [Thanks Miss Perfect Complexion who never wears make-up in the first place!]  She was right.  And I didn't scare Larry away with my unadorned face.  I only found out much later that he actually likes when girls only wear natural make-up at most.

Usually, my biggest sacrifices during Lent have been interior--relationships put on hold, strained, or removed from my life, adjustments during pregnancy (and soon birth!), family difficulties, etc.  I find that all the other prayers and forms of fast become a true support toward my ability to handle offer up those interior struggles.  God is so good at providing the graces needed when we are sensitive to His promptings and movements within our lives.

I have also realized, that Lent is a funny thing for Catholics.  On one hand it can be intensely interior; but on the other, it is a public observance of a sacrificial season.  I think one of the biggest challenges can be to witness without offense--"Thanks for baking me these cookies, but I gave up sweets for Lent."  This article on National Catholic Register made me laugh so hard as the author recognized how real this dichotomy of joyful sacrifice can be for us.  [In fact, I really like this writer in general--great sense of humor and realism.]

Of course, you can always just pray the Litany of Humility every day, and Christ will take care of making sure you have "opportunities for practicing virtue" in your day.  He takes that prayer pretty literally.

Finally, this is my new favorite Lenten prayer.  It is from the Orthodox liturgy, and one of my students introduced me to it.

Prayer of St. Ephrem

Lord and Master of my life
Spare me from the spirit of indifference, despair
Lust for power and idle chatter.

Instead, bestow on me, your servant,
The spirit of integrity, humility, patience and love.

Yes, O Lord and King,
Let me see my own sins,
And not judge my brothers and sisters,
For you are blessed, forever and ever.  Amen

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